When sound turns to blades

The moment when you feel trapped in a room and you can hear every little sound. Everything is loud and with every sound comes more pain and more sickness. It is horrible and It can make me feel like I can never be 'normal'. That I cannot do so much because of my sensory issues. I hate it. It makes me feel weak and small. So close to screaming out. The pain overwhelming your very being. You see pain in not new to me, nor is it something I will ever get used to. Sometimes the worst feelings are the small ones. The sick feeling in your stomach, the dull throb of a headache, the breathes getting caught in your thought. This is what truly defeats me.